VIII

Is this what it really has come to? Is really the group that I am a part of just a bunch of whiny teenagers going on adulthood with the same fucking ideas and conceptions of life? Does nothing ever change until you’re too old for it to matter? Is there really nothing more to this? I don’t think I’ve met a single intelligent person in four years. Not that I’ve met many before that, but it was still something above 0 and I was much younger so it really is something excusable. But really? I thought that after you pass the age of 18 you actually grow the fuck up and start understanding what this shit is all about. Say I’ll just give or take two years, but if I don’t see anything change when I’m 20 either than by hell I’ve lost all my hope in humanity. There is really no redeeming factor here. We’re a society that has been heading more and more into the shitter and it seems nothing is done to change that. Each passing generation we become more flamboyant, stupider, and as superficial as you can get? Is there no limit to this, no bounceback? Is there no hope that INTELLIGENT life forms still exist? Jesus, I hope there is…I hope there is.

I’m a freaking whiny teenager myself, but my problems are not my stupid daily social life and I don’t whine to it to people that have nothing to do. Heck, I don’t talk about it to people that do have a saying and might help because it’s none of their fucking business. And god damn it I at least have some common sense and SOME sort of intellectual pursuit, be at silly and  pointless as it is, I am trying to elevate myself bit by bit.

Can someone just clarify this for me? What the fuck is wrong and where did it go wrong?